ever feel...

ever feel...

angry at the world. frustrated that those whom you once trusted have now turned their back on you. they are the ones that are now making your life the very living hell it is

i used to...then i put everything into perspective. finances suck right now, but i love my life. i have a loving boyfriend, i have a family who cares about me, i have a roof over my head, a car that works, and food to keep my stomach full.

in all honesty...what more could i ask for?

i see both of your points to both sides so i am speechless right now.

thats a good way to look at it. its just frustrating that people whom you've trusted (not family) and known for a good part of your life go out and turn on you, start spreading rumors about you, prettmuch make it so you cant go back and associate with anyone you knew.

wow hmmmmm AMEN? lol but yea you're right.... my so called "friends" from 6 years ago that we used to be like brothers backstabbed me and stuff so I'm like wow messed up things but life goes on, I'm about to get a bike, boost my car and just start living my dream of eventually making my nickname stand out so I'm good, plus my family is kick ass, things with my stepdad leveled out for good so we're good now even though we wanted to kill each other in the past or well more like I wanted to kill him due to the fact that he used to hit my mom, I might not have a lover right now but someday soon I guess and well life is just turning better and better for me..... there's days that waking up seems ridiculously stupid and you're angry and just having a crappy day you know but gotta look at life with a good perspective everyday no matter what, at least that's what I try and do....

see its stuff like what you've been through that i wake up everday and tell myself "rish, some one out there has it worse than you"

I know how that feels same thing happend to me with my ex-best friend who turned his back on me about a year and a half ago. Ever since i beat the shit out of him and don't regret it. if anything i want to beat the shit out of him again but that would probably get me court martialed so i will wait later to get his ass back for talking shit again. it hurts me in the inside but after so much shit he said i could careless.

haha i'd love to beat the shit out of the one who started all this, too bad she's a girl and i know better

so then you know what you do?

pick yourself up, brush off, and move on. one person turned against you is one less you have to worry about in the long run. karma is a bitch, and it usually bites when the offender least expects it. just move on from it and make friends elsewhere.

yeah the way i look at it, 3 more weeks and i'm moving back so i'll hope that this chapter of my life is closed for good.

closing off certain people from your life is a LOT easier than it seems...trust me. i end up having to do it quite often, to my chagrin.

word to the wise - don't be "too nice" to anyone. ever. they WILL take advantage of it eventually. also, be skeptical. don't give people the benefit of the doubt until they've proven that they're worthy of your time.

etcetera, etcetera, and so forth.

thats good advice. i figured i've known her for 2 years and she's shared a lot about herself with me so i could do the same. guess not. haha dare i say it "women"

most WOMEN aren't like that.

most GIRLS are nothing more than holes to...well...you know

hahahaha the 2nd line is very quote worthy. thats gonna end up in my AIM profile

just make sure you say that quote is FROM a chick

which one are you? lol..

haha i put ur sn in there, check it out if you got AIM

rish1103

you need to ask?

sitting at work, no can do...won't be online later tonight. i believe you

i think he's askin to get his butt kicked by a woman haha

well...in all honesty...some would say i'm one of the two kinds of female, and some would say the other. i did a bit of growing up over the past couple of years, since my first appearance on forums.

i think i'm a bit better than i used to be...at least, i HOPE i am. only the people who know me well(Derrick) would really be able to say one way or the other.

What you gotta think about is that there's always going to be a way out of a situation in life, always but you just gotta learn the ways around

ummmmm :yeadat: too...... *slaps x20*

oh this? lol ok so sorry

it was a legit question, though. do you need to ask which i am?

i dun know you...so....i dunno..